A year OLDER..

Just a short post....

Wishing myself a HAPPY BIRTHDAY today... May GOD bless me with lots of love, long-lived, wealth and health. This year celebrating my bday with the tiny one in me...next year will be a complete small family of hubby, lil' baby n me! Insyallah...amin!!

My sis,Yuyun,my bro, Inu, my lil' nephews, Sahil n Syahin n not forgetting my dearest prince, Hubby had a suprised cake for me at 12 midnight while im already in bed..on the way to dreamland. However, thank you so much for the surprise n cake.. Luv u all! <3

Today's plan, hubby like finally wanna date me out after sooo long. Been busy with each others' working schedules. Going to ViVo City for our "couple" time together...cant wait tho'! *chuckles* :)

*RUINED*

Guess should learn not to plan for anything anymore or even hope for anything. Afraid, it will just turned out to be such a disappointment. Whatever happens along the way, happens. Otherwise, nothing. Better off to just follow the flow.

Anyway, speaking of it will just make me feel more mad n disappointed.
Guess,I'll just shut my mouth up and watch.

*sigh* -_-

Much Better

Its coming to the 2nd month of the tiny one in me in less than a weeks time. Went for check up and will be only do the scanning in another next 2 weeks. Just cant wait for that!! =)) The funny thing was, wen asked my bro to feel the heartbeat on my tummy, instead of using his two fingers to touch, he placed his ear on my tummy in order to here the heartbeat! like DUH!!! hahahaha!!
And little did i know, hubby dearest was also a bacin cos he himself did the same as my bro! LMAO!! Veryyyy the selenger..maklum..first time gonna be a daddy..hehe!

Lately, my appettite have been treating good to me. No more nauseous,no more mual2, no more tekak loya. Now i can eat whatever i feel like eating. But just that i cant consume too much on individual food. Just bit by bit can make me feel damn full already.

On other note, the cuzzies have been planning for the paintball game. Actually its hubby n i who planned first for this game but end up, now only my sis have come to make a real arrangement with the rest regarding this game. And sadly, most of them actually against me of playing. Grrrr....been wanting to play this game..skali tersangkut pulakkkk..but my hubby actually still gives me the support to play but i guess..ive to be fair to my little one. Im still in a very crucial period. Guess, ive to skip on this game this time round...too baaaddd..

And ouh ya.. did i mention that my eldest sis too might be pregnant as well?? haha...that one, have yet to confirmed again lor..cos she have been a lil' bit too weak lately. We'll see whats the outcome ya. If yes, then there will be 2 pregnant mummies in da house!!! hahahaha!

Well, bout me n hubby, still contemplating on which destination shall we go for our short getaway on my 22nd birthday in 3 weeks time. Shall decide n plan plan plan soon! K hubby! :) Guess thats all i have to say for today. My mind is blank now. And im at work actually..on a saturday! But luckily its just halfday. No plans yet at the moment for today. We'll see what the husband have for me today.. *wink* =)

the LITTLE one in me.. =)

Its been really some time since i leave aside my blog. The urge to update just stops. K..blame on my laziness.

Well, theres alot of things that happened lately.. be it in terms of families, friends, marriage, and myself! *keningnaik2*. And of course theres alot of peektures taken too. But eversince im married, a lil changes in me is that, i ve loss a bit interest in camwhores. Hmm..dunno if its just me or its the camera that is waiting to changed sooN! *hint2 to my dearest* ;p

K, since im gonna update a lil bit of everything, be prepared for such a lengthy post from me this time ya..hehe! Standby your popcornz, your coke, and your sleeping mask, in case u get tired and sleepy reading tis.

Family- Been having lotsa plans here and there.. occassions here and there..getting married here, getting engaged there.. Guess my whole big family and relatives are getting more and more happier each day...the bond that we have are just sooo strong! And we the cuzzies even have formed a soccer team n the ladies as their loyal supporters. Been joining them for practices at FICO and supporting them during their matches. Altho, we've been losing the first few times, but i guess, its still a new fresh start for all. And im sure, with their constant hardwork and trainings, they gonna do welll and make us proud, rite SUPERNOVAs! Luv u all beybehs!

And ouh ya..have i mentioned that we've sent back our maid back? Yeah..we did for some reasons. So now, all the chores at home will be back to square one. SELF-SERVICE!

Friends- Ouh yeah...my friends are all growing up fast too!! One by one have been inviting me to their weddings! Great isnt it?? Their wedding bells have rung!! Syiok or wat!! Im soo sexcited to witness them on the gorgeous dais with their lovely wedding outfit holding hands with their lifetime partner. Insyallah,amin! Some of my schmates too even waiting for their special day to deliver their babies!! Congratz to them!! Gonna meet them up realll soon..plans have been made..so now waiting patiently to meet them and gonna get crazyyy!!! Loving it!

Marriage- Hubby and i been good. Still in deeply love..who doesnt rite? hehe.. Well, lotsa things have yet to be settled. Neednt list it down here i guess. I dun deny that we have been going thru some challenges and quarrels, but yeah, we managed it well and pull it through. Alhamdulillah. We just take it as a minor problems cos we believe theres still moreee major problems in future. If we cant handle now, how to settle the future major probs?

And yes, after 3 months of marriage..finally God have answered our prayers.. im now pregnant for coming 6th weeks! truly grateful of that. Now, have to take extra careful of myself n my health. Sadly, unable to join the cuzzies for paintball game next month! Sheesh!!! Unfair...:( Anw, been treated soo good and im loving it! Cos im gonna be the QUEEN for the next 9 whole months! Woohoo!! hehe!. Insyallah, do pray for my smooth process ya! Amin!

Work- So far so good. Been coping well. Doing fine. Just a lil bit of tired eversince im pregnant. Have to up n down the stairs to carry things. haiz...

So peepz, guess some of u might have been even snoring while reading my long post rite? hahahaha! Thats it. Some updates of everything. Or maybe i missed out something. Who cares anyway..

Ouh ya, before i end, i try to promise myself to try to update my blog regularly k...i repeat, I TRY...ook? hehe! Just pray that im not gonna be a lazy ass..kekeke!

miss him.. :(

Remember my late collegue, Abg Shaiful?? The closest brother im close with at work.

Yes, hes the one who leaves us and e world due to a hit n run accident just 2 days before Hari Raya last year. Left behind his wife and his 4 little children. And yesterday, his wife,Kak Rena just started joining our company to work with us.

Actually our boss sympathise them that they have no income at all eversince abg shaiful left them,as his wife is just a housewife,then. So now, in a way to help their financial income,our dearest boss offered her to join our company. Maybe that could her n her kids financially.

Anyway,back on track. As yesterday i was on MC,so tday i get to speak to her just not to make her feel so bored,lonely or awkward as shes new to the company. Afterwhich, sumhow she asked me if ive ever heared late abg shaiful sing. So i said, i always hear him singing at work. Then she showed me a video of him singing the song like this, "Sayaaaaang,kasihku abadi...cintamu mekar dihati ini.... kau dalam ingatan,di sepanjang hayatku... demi teguhnya cinta selama-lamanya...." by the song of kumpulan May, Cintamu Mekar Dihati.

And know what..? I really tear like nobpdy's business while watching the video! I cant bring myself to watch it till finish. When i passed back the phone to Kak Rena, to my surprise,she was crying too...! The feeling of missing is just soo strong that as i watch him singing, i still feel that hes still around. Sedangkan kita da terasa rindu,apalagi isterinye sendri...kesiannnn sgt tgk Kak Rena. I could really feel n understand how much she misses him. How i wish if he is still around with us here.....

Hes simply the best collegue,brother,fren,counsellor and father to me. The super great kakis....Miss HIM!

::Responsibilities::

Its really getting on my nerves...
the more i dun like it, the more they do it...

Its just soo irritating when u talk in a nice soft tone, but u get a harsh loud tone back..U know u urself dun like it,then dun do it to others. Paling pantang kalau org bual baik2, dijawab dengan suara tinggi...geraaam aku! Bile orang tinggi kan suara pulak, tau kate kita kurang ajar..heesh...manusia..manusia..

Talking bout responsibilities. What do u feel when theres things,even small lil' things that u did and its not being appreciated at all. K,im not trying to expect any returns la but just doing it at our own will. Even if its for their own benefit/good, sometimes it even end up with an argument. Wheras all u did is to fulfill ur own responsibilites. But when some other things arise and sumhow they bring up about the things that uve done for them,saying u didnt even do ur responsibilities..how do feel? Appreciated?? Definitely not!

Another issue. What u gonna do if the things u can do,or the things ure supposed to do but they stop u from doing it. Yes, they said in a nice way..telling u to stop doing it. After a while, they raise their voice just because u do things for them,which is OUR responsbilities. So tell me, how confusing can that be? Bile buatkan salah,bleh jadi gadoh. Bile tak buat pon salah, sampai jadi ungkit-ungkitan! nak macam mane ni...? Haiz...Bingung aku! Binget!

Benda yang kite tak suke dibuat ulang2..benda yang baik kite buatkan pon boleh jadi satu kemarahan...where do they actually keep their brains at huh?? Anyway what u expect..this is life..u get to noe things along the way and like it or not, u just have to swallow it.

Waiting patiently...

Hubby is back in my arms...spent the weekends tgthr..

Miss him lots man! *menjeng mode ald* LOL!
Anyway, hes back since last Sat. While hes on the way back home from reservist,

he dropped by at Bik Sal's place to fetch me and bring me home with him.

Yesterday we had another whole day tgthr.. Initially, thot of going out to have

breakfast at McD and

since hubby's craving for that.

But eventually, we cancelled it cos y?? Matahari da naik pon..so no more breakfast..haha!

Left another 30 mins, by the time we get ready, the time is up! hehe..

and also becos mil ald prepared breakfast for us.=)

Seriously, mil has been soo kind to me. She really ensure that

i will eat rice at least once a day. And whatever i need, she will sumhow

surprise hubby n i by getting that for me.

Die2, by hook or by crook..she will try to get the things which i need.

Like eg: Im not used to iron using the iron board. Im much more comfortable

with ironing while sitting with just using a slightly thick cloth.

And so, when we came back from weddings, she ald took out all

sorts of "kain" and even a spare iron for us.

How nice.. Im truly blessed to have a mil like her..too concern. Alhamdulilah..

Hubby even got jealous that mil prioritised more on me than him..hehe!

Soryy sayang....! i takde nak mengampu k..hehe!

But watever it is, hopefully this not gonna be just for temporary la ya.... ;)

*crossedfingers*

Well, back on track. Yesterday went to Mahathir's wedding at Bukit Batok.

Didnt get to see him n wife and the rest of the Pioneerians cos we need t

o rush to other place.

Then off we went to Peninsular to get a replacement for

that stupid Wedding pants. Sheesh! DUn wish to elaborate more on it.

So then we kai2 and went to Hubby's schmate's shop.

Bought some shirts and boxers for ourselves. And Hubby bought me another

wedges with the zebra print!! Im loving it!

Should i post out the pic?? Hmm..maybe i would, provided if im not lazy!

kekeke!

Then off we went home. Thought of going to Tampiness Mall after that

but again, we give it a miss.

Hubby was too busy with the burning of our wedding video.

Yar ok..i noe that its been months..haha!
Then continued by surfing the net and checking on our FB acct and Multiply

while me ironing Hubby's work shirt.

Had a late night yesterday. So ya..thats all for my weekend.

Nothing much la but the company of Hubby around is more than enuff

that i could ask for.... ;)

Ouh ya...did i mention that we did play wrestlings too..?

hahahahah!!!

*kening naik2*... (i really mean wrestlings ok! ) =p *chuckles*

p/s: Still waiting patiently for a good news.......pray for us. ;)