miss him.. :(

Remember my late collegue, Abg Shaiful?? The closest brother im close with at work.

Yes, hes the one who leaves us and e world due to a hit n run accident just 2 days before Hari Raya last year. Left behind his wife and his 4 little children. And yesterday, his wife,Kak Rena just started joining our company to work with us.

Actually our boss sympathise them that they have no income at all eversince abg shaiful left them,as his wife is just a housewife,then. So now, in a way to help their financial income,our dearest boss offered her to join our company. Maybe that could her n her kids financially.

Anyway,back on track. As yesterday i was on MC,so tday i get to speak to her just not to make her feel so bored,lonely or awkward as shes new to the company. Afterwhich, sumhow she asked me if ive ever heared late abg shaiful sing. So i said, i always hear him singing at work. Then she showed me a video of him singing the song like this, "Sayaaaaang,kasihku abadi...cintamu mekar dihati ini.... kau dalam ingatan,di sepanjang hayatku... demi teguhnya cinta selama-lamanya...." by the song of kumpulan May, Cintamu Mekar Dihati.

And know what..? I really tear like nobpdy's business while watching the video! I cant bring myself to watch it till finish. When i passed back the phone to Kak Rena, to my surprise,she was crying too...! The feeling of missing is just soo strong that as i watch him singing, i still feel that hes still around. Sedangkan kita da terasa rindu,apalagi isterinye sendri...kesiannnn sgt tgk Kak Rena. I could really feel n understand how much she misses him. How i wish if he is still around with us here.....

Hes simply the best collegue,brother,fren,counsellor and father to me. The super great kakis....Miss HIM!