the LITTLE one in me.. =)

Its been really some time since i leave aside my blog. The urge to update just stops. K..blame on my laziness.

Well, theres alot of things that happened lately.. be it in terms of families, friends, marriage, and myself! *keningnaik2*. And of course theres alot of peektures taken too. But eversince im married, a lil changes in me is that, i ve loss a bit interest in camwhores. Hmm..dunno if its just me or its the camera that is waiting to changed sooN! *hint2 to my dearest* ;p

K, since im gonna update a lil bit of everything, be prepared for such a lengthy post from me this time ya..hehe! Standby your popcornz, your coke, and your sleeping mask, in case u get tired and sleepy reading tis.

Family- Been having lotsa plans here and there.. occassions here and there..getting married here, getting engaged there.. Guess my whole big family and relatives are getting more and more happier each day...the bond that we have are just sooo strong! And we the cuzzies even have formed a soccer team n the ladies as their loyal supporters. Been joining them for practices at FICO and supporting them during their matches. Altho, we've been losing the first few times, but i guess, its still a new fresh start for all. And im sure, with their constant hardwork and trainings, they gonna do welll and make us proud, rite SUPERNOVAs! Luv u all beybehs!

And ouh ya..have i mentioned that we've sent back our maid back? Yeah..we did for some reasons. So now, all the chores at home will be back to square one. SELF-SERVICE!

Friends- Ouh yeah...my friends are all growing up fast too!! One by one have been inviting me to their weddings! Great isnt it?? Their wedding bells have rung!! Syiok or wat!! Im soo sexcited to witness them on the gorgeous dais with their lovely wedding outfit holding hands with their lifetime partner. Insyallah,amin! Some of my schmates too even waiting for their special day to deliver their babies!! Congratz to them!! Gonna meet them up realll soon..plans have been made..so now waiting patiently to meet them and gonna get crazyyy!!! Loving it!

Marriage- Hubby and i been good. Still in deeply love..who doesnt rite? hehe.. Well, lotsa things have yet to be settled. Neednt list it down here i guess. I dun deny that we have been going thru some challenges and quarrels, but yeah, we managed it well and pull it through. Alhamdulillah. We just take it as a minor problems cos we believe theres still moreee major problems in future. If we cant handle now, how to settle the future major probs?

And yes, after 3 months of marriage..finally God have answered our prayers.. im now pregnant for coming 6th weeks! truly grateful of that. Now, have to take extra careful of myself n my health. Sadly, unable to join the cuzzies for paintball game next month! Sheesh!!! Unfair...:( Anw, been treated soo good and im loving it! Cos im gonna be the QUEEN for the next 9 whole months! Woohoo!! hehe!. Insyallah, do pray for my smooth process ya! Amin!

Work- So far so good. Been coping well. Doing fine. Just a lil bit of tired eversince im pregnant. Have to up n down the stairs to carry things. haiz...

So peepz, guess some of u might have been even snoring while reading my long post rite? hahahaha! Thats it. Some updates of everything. Or maybe i missed out something. Who cares anyway..

Ouh ya, before i end, i try to promise myself to try to update my blog regularly k...i repeat, I TRY...ook? hehe! Just pray that im not gonna be a lazy ass..kekeke!

miss him.. :(

Remember my late collegue, Abg Shaiful?? The closest brother im close with at work.

Yes, hes the one who leaves us and e world due to a hit n run accident just 2 days before Hari Raya last year. Left behind his wife and his 4 little children. And yesterday, his wife,Kak Rena just started joining our company to work with us.

Actually our boss sympathise them that they have no income at all eversince abg shaiful left them,as his wife is just a housewife,then. So now, in a way to help their financial income,our dearest boss offered her to join our company. Maybe that could her n her kids financially.

Anyway,back on track. As yesterday i was on MC,so tday i get to speak to her just not to make her feel so bored,lonely or awkward as shes new to the company. Afterwhich, sumhow she asked me if ive ever heared late abg shaiful sing. So i said, i always hear him singing at work. Then she showed me a video of him singing the song like this, "Sayaaaaang,kasihku abadi...cintamu mekar dihati ini.... kau dalam ingatan,di sepanjang hayatku... demi teguhnya cinta selama-lamanya...." by the song of kumpulan May, Cintamu Mekar Dihati.

And know what..? I really tear like nobpdy's business while watching the video! I cant bring myself to watch it till finish. When i passed back the phone to Kak Rena, to my surprise,she was crying too...! The feeling of missing is just soo strong that as i watch him singing, i still feel that hes still around. Sedangkan kita da terasa rindu,apalagi isterinye sendri...kesiannnn sgt tgk Kak Rena. I could really feel n understand how much she misses him. How i wish if he is still around with us here.....

Hes simply the best collegue,brother,fren,counsellor and father to me. The super great kakis....Miss HIM!