Uncontrollable tears

Mind is not working well, not at the right state of mind...

one by one things been pulling me down...

my heart is crying out loud on the inside..

but im still controlling my tears on the outside...

Shit! its been sometimes since i had this kinda feeling..

its been sometimes since i shed my damn tears down here again..at my desk!

Damn! i really cant control my tears...!

Hate it!!

And on another note, to add on to my tears,

she is picking up on me again!!

whats in the hell that shes unhappy of bout me huh??

"please, be a professional. if u think u cant differentiate between personal n work probs,

might as well u pack ur bag n off u go!"

God, please give me the strength...please.

i believe ure testing my patience and tolerency.

but please give me the strength to carry on n move on.

please give me the way out of this puzzled situation..

i beg u...