in fresh memories

i dunno why out of the sudden i feel like writing about him. Sumhow i could see his face, hear his voice, see him walking towards his desk.. Suddenly the feeling is soo strong tat i missed him so much!

Its been a month plus since he left us. Its really a tragedy which i dun wish to elaborate again here. But what i hope for him is that he'll be placed with the good ones above..

I seriously miss chatting with him, miss feeling sooo sleepy with him, miss his advices, miss eating with him, miss sharing our foods tgthr, miss sharing nonsesical emails tgthr, miss sharing our probs tgthr, miss listening to him bout his experiences, miss his angry face wen devastated, miss his chilled n cool face while coming to office, miss his tease and to top it all, i just miss his everythg!

The thing that hes always eager, excited, looking forward,counting down for, are all left as memories which he didnt have the chance to make it and witness it. It was my weddin which he has been alwayssss look forward to come. Thats the biggest thing that make me feel a lil' bit incomplete. He has never failed giving me good advices, good tips and being very supportive for me to be a good wife in future. I miss all that now. He is such a nice person to be frens with. Totally not selfish, be it in terms of food or knowledge.

His not just my collegue, but my brother, my good frend, my adviser and my great partner. He just never failed to make me smile, at least. Without him, i'll be just keeping myself silent, being introvert and u'll never hear me as chatty like how i am when hes around. There's just no life here without his presence...

Whatever it is, i just hope he'll rest in peace and my deeepest condolences to his family. All of us missing u deeply, my dearest bro, Abg Shaiful.......... :,(